We thought we had it all figured out.
Kye had been through so much already—both legs in casts after the fall, three weeks in and out of surgery, and now his third birthday stuck in a hospital room. No park party. No cousins running around with icing on their faces. Just nurses, monitors, and a flickering fluorescent ceiling.
So we planned a surprise.
The hospital staff helped us decorate the room while he was sleeping. Streamers, a balloon that said “You’re THREE!” in sparkly letters, even a mini chocolate cake with a little red “3” candle. We sang to him softly as he opened his eyes, groggy but curious.
At first, he looked overwhelmed.
Then he reached out slowly for the cake, stared at it for what felt like forever—and burst into tears.
Not the cranky, overtired kind of tears.
But deep, confused, heartbroken ones.
We all froze.
My sister knelt down beside him, trying to calm him. “It’s okay, baby. You can make a wish.”
And Kye, voice shaking, whispered something that made all of us stop breathing.
“Can I wish to go back before the stairs?”
He shouldn’t have remembered.
We told him it was an accident. That he slipped.
But the way he said it…
It sounded like he knew something we didn’t.
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I glanced at my husband, feeling my chest tighten. His face was pale, his mouth slightly open as though he, too, couldn’t quite grasp what was happening. Kye had always been a happy, energetic kid. The kind of child who loved running around the house, climbing on furniture, and playing with his toys. To hear him ask for something so specific—before the stairs—was like hearing a message from a version of him we didn’t know existed. It was as though, in that moment, he remembered something deeper, something that we weren’t ready to face.
My sister, trying to hold back her own tears, gently wiped Kye’s face. “Sweetheart, it’s okay,” she said softly. “You don’t need to wish for that. You’re here with us now. You’re going to be just fine.”
But Kye shook his head, his little hands reaching for the cake again, as if in search of comfort, something familiar. He didn’t want a wish; he wanted something that seemed too far away. He wanted a time before the accident, a time when life felt safe again.
“Mommy, I want to go home. I want to be the way I was before,” he sobbed. His words were so innocent, yet they carried an unbearable weight. I felt a lump rise in my throat, struggling to breathe, to think. How could I explain to him that the world had shifted? That he had shifted? How could I make him understand that we were all doing our best to help him heal?
I knelt beside his bed, brushing his hair back, and whispered softly, “Kye, I know it’s hard right now. But we’re here. And you’re so strong, baby. We’ll get through this together. We’ll make sure you’re okay. Just like before, but different.”
He looked at me then, his eyes searching mine, and I saw a flicker of trust, but also something deeper—a sadness, an uncertainty that no three-year-old should have to carry.